Trust in inner instinct

First......Happy Happy 2013 everyone and all the best for the New Year!

While 2012 was not the most horrible year of my life by any means, I am happy to see the back of it and now looking forward to a new year with new beginnings.

It is an odd feeling this morning as I write. It was such a strange feeling to wake up this morning, and not have a job to go to. I was in this position 2 years ago with the same company, but at that time, it was post a very traumatic experience and I was at that time in quite a daze....not really knowing what was going on internally. This time however, it is different. My head and personal view of me, myself and I is in a much much more positive place.

One change, is listening to one's inner voice.....to derive an inner instinct to help you live by, so that you can make the life choices best for you, to guide you along your path and also an inner capability to keep a level head about life's forces that you meet daily. So what does my inner instinct tell me today? That somehow, I don't know how, but all will turn out ok. I of course did not want to loose my job. However, as I now look back at the organisation I left, I will no longer shed a sad emotion for now not being part of it. While it has afforded me great experience and other opportunities, the price was to work in an environment that became increasingly negative and hostile. I for one, am proud of the fact that I "swam" and did not "sink."

Life is all about choices, the ones you do and you do not make, and the ones that at times are made for you. I lost my job not by my own desire. However in doing so, I am beginning to realise that this may be a blessing in disguise; a release from an environment that I could have just stayed in so as to keep a job, while at the same time not being available for a potentially better position elsewhere.

So, here's to the unknown! I run at you without fear......comin at ya!